Tila Tequila Blames Naked Rant On Shawne Merriman

In case you missed it, Tila Tequila had a bit of a meltdown on UStream the other night. She got naked and danced around, while complaining about her ex-boyfriend Shawne Merriman.

She said, “People call me an attention whore…or whatever..but excuse me, I’m a grown a** woman and I’m confident in myself…I think a woman’s body is a beautiful thing…that’s why I’m a lesbian…I was bored naked…anybody who is against that is gay and in denial.”

She said that she made the tape because, “Well, you know, I couldn’t sleep, and I started getting anxiety. I just kind of flipped out a little bit.”

I know when I get insomnia, the first thing that rushes through my mind is getting naked for millions of people and playing with myself on camera. She said, “I just wish…I hope that everybody gives me a second chance to support me this time, to give me a fair chance because they didn’t give me a fair chance the first time.”

When speaking of her case against Merriman, she said, “They didn’t even look into my case.” Adding, “When my case first came out, everyone was calling me a liar because if he really did beat you, you wouldn’t have said anything because Rihanna never said anything. But I am not her. No offense to Rihanna, but because of what she did, it sends out a message to everyone…’When you get beat or abused, keep your mouth shut.’ So I decided I am going to come out and speak about it and fight for it…What Rihanna did…her message was to stay quiet…and that’s not okay.”

I can understand that she wants people to support her after her alleged assault, but it sounds like she’s blaming it on Rihanna.