Rihanna Reveals Details About The Chris Brown Attack

This interview is so scary and sad that I feel for Rihanna so much. I hope that she can heal and get through the pain that she’s gone through, continuing to relive the frightening night in which Chris Brown brutally beat her.

She recalls, “I fended him off with my feet from one … side of the car, but … it was not like, it was not like a fight with each other. I just … I really just wanted it to stop…I was bleeding. I was swollen in my face. So there was no way of me getting home, except for, my next option was to get out of the car and walk. Start walking in a gown, in a bloody face. So I really don’t know what my plan was. I didn’t have a plan. That whole night was not part of my plan.”

She said that she was already battered by the time the cops arrived, but she would only tell them that a lie caused the fight. She said, “I caught him in a lie. And he wouldn’t tell the truth … I was being more annoyed at that point in our relationship he had to lie about something so stupid, I couldn’t take that he kept lying to me. And he couldn’t take that I wouldn’t drop it. And … it was ugly.”

After going back to him once, she realized that she couldn’t go on like that anymore. She said, “I just said to him, ‘I can’t do this.’ I resented him. I resented him so much. And I always put the tough face on and try to, I can do anything face, and just try to play it off. But he knew. He knew it. He kept asking me, ‘You hate me, don’t you? You hate me,’” she told Sawyer. “And I would lie and I would say, ‘No, no. And … I did hate him. … Everything about him annoyed me. So finally … I just said, we can’t … we can’t do this. I cannot continue to do this.”

She went on to reveal that this is something that she will never forget, concluding with, “The thing that men don’t realize, when they hit a woman, it’s… the face, the broken arm, the black eye, it’s going to heal. That’s not … the problem. It’s the scar inside. You flashback. You … you remember it all the time. It comes back to you whether you like it or not. And it’s painful. So I don’t think he understood that. They never do.”

I hope the healing process has already started for her and that it helped her to get it out. Never forget! I’ll never respect Chris as an artist or as a person, ever again. What a douche.